I listen the sound of the clock not in the right time, maybe that's why i never wake up early in the morning. this few days, i also doing some 'refresing' not in the right time, i took so much job, too much deadlines, but none of them are in my checklist. jobs, and deadlines, only live well in my head, they are invisible, no one can sees it, and i can't show it too.
not in the right time to watch a movie, because i have my thesis deadline, my editor deadline, and i have some family deadlines, some paragraph deadlines for my class next wednesday, anyway i watch an inspirational movie.
finding forrester, well i really cry, especially near the end of the movie. not so much movie that i have watched can makes me cry. say, Remember the titans and cool runnings. i dont say that the other movies are bad, but those movies have some part that touch my heart. Many people said that is called inspirational moments, when we reliazed something, when our hart says something about what we should do.
starts from few weeks ago, after my dad passed away, i always think, and rethinking about life, about time, dreams, my goals, my family, well too much in my head i guess.
many times in a day, i always think about my future, things that i'm going to achieve, one 'tick' i'm really sure i can completed that, and the other 'tick' my head is full sense of worried, doubt, guilty, and fail.
few days ago, i said to my girlfriend that i want to stay in Pram's house. i think he is the only indonesian people who get noble in writing stuff. well, i dont even know this old man, nor reading his book. maybe not yet.
some part in my head said that, i'm going to be a writer, i want to build a famous school in Networking, i want to talk to many people as i can, i want to teach, and i want to become a free man too.
free from worries, guilties, and afraid of fail.
maybe some of my friends will said that i'm strezzed out, well trully i also have that fear. but then the sounds of my keyboard and the blinks of my monitor said different things, and then i realized something about dust.
when there's only one small dust, we don't have to clean anything, but when dusts are everywhere, wee need to do something, especially when those dust is in our room. i use one small dust to describe one small thing every day that we can do, to reach our dream, to reach anything. and suddenly, that goals is already in our hands.
hei there, where ever you read this part, and whoever are you, maybe it's sounds weird, or funny, to read my thoughts in english. i tell you something, well this is one 'dust' from me. and let me ask you something, where is your dust ?
not in the right time to watch a movie, because i have my thesis deadline, my editor deadline, and i have some family deadlines, some paragraph deadlines for my class next wednesday, anyway i watch an inspirational movie.
finding forrester, well i really cry, especially near the end of the movie. not so much movie that i have watched can makes me cry. say, Remember the titans and cool runnings. i dont say that the other movies are bad, but those movies have some part that touch my heart. Many people said that is called inspirational moments, when we reliazed something, when our hart says something about what we should do.
starts from few weeks ago, after my dad passed away, i always think, and rethinking about life, about time, dreams, my goals, my family, well too much in my head i guess.
many times in a day, i always think about my future, things that i'm going to achieve, one 'tick' i'm really sure i can completed that, and the other 'tick' my head is full sense of worried, doubt, guilty, and fail.
few days ago, i said to my girlfriend that i want to stay in Pram's house. i think he is the only indonesian people who get noble in writing stuff. well, i dont even know this old man, nor reading his book. maybe not yet.
some part in my head said that, i'm going to be a writer, i want to build a famous school in Networking, i want to talk to many people as i can, i want to teach, and i want to become a free man too.
free from worries, guilties, and afraid of fail.
maybe some of my friends will said that i'm strezzed out, well trully i also have that fear. but then the sounds of my keyboard and the blinks of my monitor said different things, and then i realized something about dust.
when there's only one small dust, we don't have to clean anything, but when dusts are everywhere, wee need to do something, especially when those dust is in our room. i use one small dust to describe one small thing every day that we can do, to reach our dream, to reach anything. and suddenly, that goals is already in our hands.
hei there, where ever you read this part, and whoever are you, maybe it's sounds weird, or funny, to read my thoughts in english. i tell you something, well this is one 'dust' from me. and let me ask you something, where is your dust ?
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